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Monday, August 16, 2004

am i very uptight?

am i very demanding?

do i get angry easily?

does everyone hates me?

does everyone makes use of me?

questions....more and more questions....what i need are answers...

2day, an accident happened outside my camp. both biker and "kana-hit person" died. the kana hit guy was from my camp. he and 3 other guys crossing the road when the bike came. hit him but the other 3 were untouched. the biker was from another camp. the bike flew off to the right to the road of another direction and the biker flew to the grass patch. he died on the spot. the kana hit guy flew to dunno where (i wasnt at the scene) and went into coma. he was sent to hospital and died at 1215 hrs. he had blood coming from everywhere except eyes. he was gonna leave army in Dec.....

though i wasnt at the scene, the thought of it makes me upset, VERY upset. those who saw, my fren even helped in carrying the stretcher to the ambulance and got his hand stained with blood, all worst state than mine......especially the 3 who walked with him....he DIED IN FRONT OF THEIR FEET AND THEY COULDNT DO ANY BLOODY THING. one cried the entire time and took half day leave and went home.

i dunno why i felt so emotional. i didnt know that guy. i only know from AO that he always mc and got a bad record....but the thing happened....

his parents divorced...imagine him now....dead, and funeral, his parents wont EVEN be together....

i just kept thinking of what happened....i just cried....dunno why....

and eerie thing happened to another fren that made us think ghostly....today chinese calender 1st of july remember?

he just left like that. and that biker....

what if it was me? what if i died one day suddenly and no one cared?

i know i must live a happy life and be nice to people....but why dont people be nice to others too, thinking it might be their frens' last day too?

then the world will be so nice....

back to reality....TOO BAD IT ISNT. the world is freaking selfish and dumb COLD. freaking cold even HELL cant melt it....haha...

im one of the group of people LUCKY enough to wear the smart No. 1 uniform and either carry the coffin or shoot the rifle during the funeral. WOW....what a task...

i dunno if i was the only stupid idiot who didnt know him yet cried. i know his superiors and his frens did.

must u cry and care only when that person is not around? haha...irony....

ill be who i like and live a fun life....pleasing to God and treat the people around me nicely...thats what im gonna do. u DONT like it...BUZZ OFF

*signing off as a VERY emotinally unstable and freaking piss and sad person*

the facts of life....
- 8/16/2004 08:06:00 PM

A long winded Life おれの広し秀明

Name: hiRosHi ~ jOsepH
Age: 21
Nicknames: jOjo ~ moJojOjo
Birthday: 30 July
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I AM
- sensitive
- understanding
- emotional
- child-like
- hardworking
- friendly
- sociable
- good listener
- a thinker...
- warm
- cute!?!?! waha
- quite flamboyant
- highly perceptive...
- intellectual
- humorous / lame
- colourful

I LOVE
- singing
- World of Warcraft
- Naruto
- playing bass guitar
- collecting figurines
- reading comic strips and fantasy novels
- cookies
- Ben & Jerry's
- sushi
- S.H.E.
- Jay Chou
- drawing
- sleeping
- playing tennis
- Settlers
- myself ^<

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1) Do well for my uni and apply for scholarship!
2) Get a LCD TV for my room
3) Upgrade my com...Sebas is helping
4) Get a new Ipod Video
5) Go to Japan for Holidays
6) Get Darker
7) Write more songs
8) Find the Right One, Mrs Saw anyone
9) Record my 2nd album
10) Lose some flabs!!!<

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